Needing to have a social life sucks.

So, my friends from school all pretty much suck. Like, i know they're trying to be nice and shit but it just doesn't feel genuine, like they're just keeping me around as to not hurt my feeling or something.

I do love me a good rant so i'll talk about all of my so called friends separately.                (I'm keeping their names private ofc)

Friend 1: Let's call her spoiled brat

She's like pretty spoiled and has NO sense of the cost of shit in this economy.                  Like i'm sorry i don't want to eat at a fancy café every week?

And she's also really touchy. And not just a normal amount but EXTREMELY touchy and it just gives me the ick even thinking about it!                                                                          Like she's always hanging onto my arm, trying to hug me, just grabbing me at random...      And i have nothing against touchy people, like i don't mind at all if you wanna hold my hand or something else but since i do not really like her it just makes me uncomfortable.            For example i have a friend i know from scouts and we're really close too - but i'll talk about her in another entry. 

She's also just a massive show-off, constantly bragging about how good her grades are in comparison to mine.

Anyway, i need to move on to the next one or i might crash out.

Friend 2: Let's call her narcissistic bitch.

Honestly, she's the worst of them all.

She's a spoiled, bragging, horrid, homophobic, mean, narcissistic bitch.                                The other problem, she's a pretty talented rhythmic gymnastist. Is that how it's spelled?        I don't know. I kinda don't care anyway. So, she constantly talks to me about her competitions and shit and I DON'T GIVE A FUCK, like leave me alone.

She also says some utterly diabolical shit and she's really shitty even to the people she calls her friends. Like she'll hit you, steal your stuff, take your food without asking, ...                The hate i feel towards her is so pure it's actually disgusting.

Friends 3: Let's call her pick-me.

She's such an attention seeker towards literally everyone, even teachers!                          Like they don't give a fuck about the fact that you didn't win your dancing competition?

She's a slightly more mature version of narcissistic bitch.

They're both just massive show offs and i actually can't with them anymore i swear.

Friend 4: Let's call her performative bitch.

Sorry, i really couldn't come up with any other words for 'bitch' beside 'whore' or 'slut' but that just felt really harsh and insulting. And i do not want to sink as low as them.

She's like a damn parasite! I introduced her to scouts ONCE and she directly wanted to join and i didn't want her to because i like to keep my good friends from the bad ones, you know?

I feel such disgust as i'm writing about all of these girls i hate so much it physically hurts.

So i think that was it. I really did need this not gonna lie.

xx Wisteria