oh my god

 It makes me so angry thinking about all the songs that could so be my next favorite song of all time and I haven't heard it yet, like it makes me want to rip my skin off everytime I find a song that is just UGHH so amazing and I either found it YEAARSS after its released and I feel like a loser because I feel like im late asf and I could have been so awesome sauce if I had found it earlier or I have an artist that I like and theres so many other songs by them or other bands they were in and i dont know about ittttt like ugghhhhhhh I need to know every song in existence just to be sure. Like, I feel like all the peak is running and hiding from me </3