once again I am a clicker fidget 😟

I think around a month ago I made a blog about being able to click this little piece of flesh at my lower rib. Like.. press it like it was a button. Not only did I JUST do that, my leg is becoming 10x worse and I’m feeling heavy as fuck due to not eating. I am slowly, by choice, becoming a freak to any doctor I come across. Clicky-clacky lile I’m a cat toy, running off of 1k calories and a hope, limping everywhere I go. I’m hanging on by a thread but the thread is strong and I’m doing tricks on it like an acrobat because I am a PERFORMANCE ARTIST. 

My wrists and body parts in general have also just been very pop-y recently. I’m pretty sure I almost dislocated my right wrist by having it in an odd position. Aside from that, it’s kind of fun. I’ve also noticed that I can almost fully see my finger bones and tendons run down my hand/arm! My hands are getting skinnier by the day and it’s nice, I can see ALL of my finger bones down to the very joint if I tap something. 

Talking about bones I’ve somehow managed to stay 51kg all throughout this year, maybe even losing some of the decimals, which is pretty annoying because I want to be smaller. But also if I was I’d die! So whatever. I’m happy being a clicky clacky pop-it bone boy.