ONE WEEK AWAY TO ENTER UNIVERSITY (AGAIN)

After my two months vacation, I'll come back to hell

Recap: In my fisrt semester I was dating with a goth girl called Betty, we started to match in so many things like music, we both listen to grindcore and classic goth, we follow the same youtubers and (I think) she likes my music. 

After one month, she told that our ages would be a problem (she's 2 years older than me) and I tried EVERYTHING to make her see that it was not gonna be a problem, buuuuuuuuuut she didnt change her mind.

I started a relationship with a girl from my class called Sarah, tbh, I didn't like her as much as Betty, but I didn't want to ruin this and for that very reason, I put up with some really shitty treatment from her; I'm talking about insults, mockery, cruel pranks, etc, in short, I was mentally and emotionally abused by her.

I tried to talk about her abouit the abuse but damn, it was much easier to break up because "she knows she isn't going to change" than to try to make it work and after that make me look like I'm exaggerating.

At the very end, she even tried to act "concerned" about me and sent me this.

Traduction: 

Diego :(

Do you want to talk? Honestly, it hurts me to see what you posted.

Please, truly forgive me...

Before I leave you in peace, I want you to know that I don't hate you—quite the opposite; I promise I’ll always be here for you. And yes, I really liked (and still like) you a lot. I’m sorry I didn't keep my promise never to hurt you. You’re an incredible guy and I love your personality, but I can't go on knowing I’m hurting you with my words and actions.

I don't want things to be bad between us—quite the opposite. But like I said, if you want to keep talking as friends—go ahead—or just as acquaintances, I’ll understand.

And regarding the gifts you apparently have: it’s up to you what to do with them—sell them, give them to someone else, or even give them back to me; that’s fine too. Okay?

I adore you so much, and I’m sorry for not being who you expected me to be. Have a lovely night, sleep well, and get some rest. See you tomorrow.

Context: We were about to reach our two-month anniversary; I had recorded a song for her, written a letter, and bought her favorite flowers, and yeah, i still have the song and the letter, and i made a tea with the flowers.

And that's it, I really hope she finally understands that I don't want to talk to her anymore