oooo I want a partner so bad 👀👀👀 ((a bit of a rant))

genuinely tho why is it so hard to connect with people and fall in love and all that jazz,..,. sometimes I feel like I'm not meant for romantic connection despite me longing for it so much; I don't think im cupio tho . it could either be my autism or loneliness talking lol  (or maybe im just a chud) 

how do people even get partners online tho??? like either romantic or queerplatonic . asking for 👀👀👀👀👀 a friend👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 ((this is so pathetic omfg imbgoinf to cry my deepest apologies to ANYONE reading this))