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How do I word this...

I love him, maybe im delusional but i think he likes me too. I've known him since kindergarten and used to have a fatass crush on him back in kindergarten to 5th grade, but he would never notice me, when i went into sixth grade i git my first boyfriend and i kinda forgot about him, that was until May 2026, i kinda well.... i went to a tournament where i was presenting my school along side one other girl in persuasive speaking. There were more categories, there were two of us on PS, 3 on dabate (he was on debate), 3 on grammar and 2 on spelling bee (I think). PS speaking finished around the same time as everyone except for debate

After the debate was finished it was super crowded and we were waiting to enter the main hall, and was saying some stupid stuff as i know im not gonna win blah blah blah (i didn't) and my friend was hyping me up and everything, he was looking at me, his eyes were kinda shining. After we entered the main hall and PS scores were reading and i didnt score he turned around (he was sitting in the 1st row i was in 2nd) and like looked at me with the most empathetic puppy dog eyed look eva, soon every other boy and girl (in my row) looked at me two, and i was like smiling saying its okay (i wanted to cry i put so much effort in its not even funny) 

The prices have been given, my friend (spelling bee) won first place and the debate team (the 2 girl including him) scored second, afted the tournament i walked up to him and like congratulated him and said he (the team) shouldve scored first the judges are stupid, and he like shook my hand (his hand was so warm i cant even play) and like said i shouldve won im amazing yadda yadda yadda. 

So after that we kinda started greeting each other, when i see him and most of the time he would put on this sweetest smile and like greet me so sweetly, god im so desperate for him, i cant even imagine how i sound rn. And one time i greeted him and he tried to make small talk, even tho we were on the opposite sides of the road and like its so cute. Another time i was with my sister in the city, and i saw him so i greeted him and like he was with another guy i knew (this guys mom works with my mom) and some other guys i didnt know, so He was the only one who greeted me (the debate guy not the mom guy), even tho i knew another guy there. 

One time i was going out of school and was with my MALE friend and we saw him, and i greeted him per usual and so did my friend but like he didnt smile first he said hi to ME, and then my friend pulling out his phone trying to act nonchalant or something. My friends say he was jealous...

Another thing was like i followed him on Instagram with my main account and with my public account he immediately accepted my follow request (the public account it had me on the pfp) but not to this day accepted the main one (bc i dont have myself on the pfp there, so he doesnt know who it is). But he didnt follow me back i noticed it when i was like with my friend and she said make a move so i send a reel that said "date idea : we go hicking and everytime we see something green we kiss" and it said "you cant send messages to this user bc they dont follow u back" so i unfollowed him like wtf im not his fucking fan...

Anyways please tell me what u think about everything on here im so fucking delusional he probably doesnt like me hes too pretty / hot / popular for me...