pretty ugly

I am very ugly

so don't try to convince me that

I am a very beautiful person

because at the end of the day

I hate myself in every single way

and I'm not going to lie to myself by saying

there is beauty inside me that matters

so rest assured I will remind myself

that I am a worthless terrible person

and nothing you say will make me blieve

I still deserve love

because no matter what

I am not good enough to be loved

and I am in no position to believe that

beauty does exist within me

because whenever I look in the mirror I always think

am I as ugly as people say?

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