PTV (kinda)

minor tw!!! 

ik no one is probs gonna read this but Bro I have no where to talk about this but I used to love PTV sm when I was like 12 but then I met this scene guy (he had like 80-100k) Followers on TikTok and he was like 5/6 years older than me and we had such a horrible "friendship" where he legit gr00med me and now I can't listen to PTV anymore cause me and cat (call him cat cause he loves cats) were like supposed to go see PTV together and like a few weeks before that he had me listen to some of their songs and I fell in love with song for Isabell, but now whenever I hear it or any PTV song in general  I get uneasy and like everyone looks at me weird and calls me a poser whenever I say I can't listen to PTV. This post is kinda long idk I'm probably gonna delete this later but yea :/