Random poem I'ma make bc I'm bored.

T'was on a eve of fear and fraught

In which your existence was naught

In a world without you, my dearest star

Reality and existence seem so far

They slip from my hands, loose in my grasp

Where I wish you were instead, at last

Burning like acid against my skin

For the limitations I hold deep within

Behind my flesh and under my bone

I know at my core I have grown

I will say not a word to alarm you

For our time is not and never due

You have your lovers, your amiss muses

Even if you only confuse his

feeble mind with every new word

And shifting behavior from what I assume is your herd

And I heard the way your voice changed that day

Be it falsity or delusion, I think nay

Though I think what I like, for the world is fluid

In my shifting perception, I am your druid

Your deer, your prey, your monarch, your guard

If only you were to lower your guard

My love, my enemy, would you please just see

That it is them, not I, who is a threat to thee

I am patient and have waited for you to understand

That our minds are born of the same wretched land

And if I wait forever, that is the curse that I choose

For I would rather sit in the shadow of a noose