Random Thoughts

Have you ever loved someone so much that even when you looked ugly in photos, you didn't care? Because when you looked at them, all you could think was, “How did I end up with the prettiest person ever?”

Sometimes, it makes me wonder how I could feel so destined for love yet somehow cursed by it at the same time.

Love keeps you grounded because you don't want to lose them. You know they have flaws and bad habits, and sometimes they treat you in ways you don't like. Yet somehow, the thought “I love them anyway” always finds its way back into your mind.

We make sacrifices for the people we love, even when we know this isn't exactly the situation we want to be in.

And then there are the little things that make you forget everything for a moment. The way they hold your hand when you're walking together. The way they stay close to you on the sidewalk. The small moments of sweetness that mean so much.

But sometimes, I wonder if their sweetness has become a reward for all the bad behavior I've learned to tolerate.

Maybe that's what makes love complicated. You can love someone deeply and still not like the way they treat you sometimes. You can appreciate the way they hold you while still wishing they would handle your heart more gently.

Anyways, that's just something I've been thinking about.