random thoughts

so like a night ago i had the thought that what if i'm actually dead and this is like a weird thing my dying mind has come up with,i've decided that's probably not true but at the time it seemed to make sense (mainly the fact that bugs have started showing up in the house and that led me to think that my entire family and i had been murdered and are rotting in our house).

it might be connected to the fact that i feel like i'm being watched again,maybe not,i dunno anything about these things.