Read this. u guys know who u r

Im tired of fighting. and u dont understand how MUCH ITS HURTS.

its not EASY to let go of someone who makes u happy u want me to let go of max just so u can be all happy w him??

why should i let him go JUST FOR THAT?

hes my comfort person. and he has been ever since i first texted him. talking to him makes me feel better.

and right now i need him.

ive been suicidal thinking abt st*bb*ng myself and u guys telling me to let go of max is so selfish.

am i meant to let go of him while i feel like this???

who will i have?

u say i have leo

i do

but hes busy a LOT he keeps saying 'ill text u after work' then in the morning he says it again.

but i need max right now.

hes online sometimes when hes not busy.

and i can cling to him if i need to.

please stop this.

ur not making me feel any better.

its js making me go more insane.

its max's choice too.

if he wants me gone ig i gotta go.

its not ur choice.