routine bites hard and ambitions are low

guys i havent blogged in so long...imso sorry...im supposed ot be taking a french midterm today but i dont wanna so im writing a blog 

i like to say i love fob as much as i love mcr but i have to admit something i only know the names of pete and patrick. i mean i know its joe and andy but idk which is which. 

olivia rodrigo released a christmas single...YEEEESSSS i fricking LOVE christmas music bro more people need to release good christmas music 

i found this cool video the other day. as a #irish person it still crakcs me up everytime i hear and irish accent. why tf do they talk like that

anyways its pretty cool to watch. i guess i forgot the 80s were like a real thing and not made up for bullshit tv shows. speaking of bullshit tv shows set in the 80s stranger things has a spin off coming out. great. just what we needed. i dont really like henry so im not gonna watch it also the duffers suck it. theyre so weird.

im down to 1 (maybe 2?) friends at school. im really excited to go to school on monday and see if i start sobbing like i do when im faced with any kind of conflict

ao3 has been down for like 11 days i think i feel like im going through withdrawl. no i dont but im really bored without it. i dont have tumblr so im stuck with fanfiction.net and livejournal i guess. to bad both of those died out before byler became popular

i watched a really good video about slc punk and it made me realize i dont really view myself as alternative. i feel i have most "alternative" ideologies (whatever those are?) but i feel im to privileged to be alternative. although i do believe that this physcotic government system will be the fall of american pride (the straight kind)

but also it still begs the question what even is alternative? no one's alternative anymore. music doesnt make you cool fashion doesnt make you cool, politics makes you cool. i rather be friends with a physco left wing government hating white girl than a self proclaimed goth who doesn't even bother to watch the election.

im really just a basic white girl at heart. i like to daydream about boys and occasionally make a hate post about the world. what more do i need? im happy with it. feeling thirty and flirty.

god i couldnt really give less of a fuck about how someone likes to dress

dating in highschool is dumb. as a freshmen the thought of actually dating someone at my age is stupid. i barely know how to divide fractions yet someone expects me to be at their every beck and call??? no thanks dude. not to mention all the boys my age are the most immature people to walk this earth. 

i just got really uncomfortable. which one of you placed a curse on me. remind me to never eat pringles again. shit i forgot to take my medication

im back guys i have taken said medication.

why did wingstop collab with sou rpacth kids. thats so gross. sour patch kids suck ass and wingstop is a questionable chicken place. its like if 

i was going to make a comparison but i could only think of evil people.

mrc5 is real and fob9 might also be real. james marriott 3 is coming out in january to. im so excited, i love music.

i think olivia rodrigo is also working on yspsfagsil deluxe? im not sure but if she is i might pass away. 

i need chocolate. im fat and i need chocolate. why does no one have chocolate anymore. why does my dad have chocolate. 

i dont know why everyone hates tinder time. i find it endearing how many people on herei find hot. god forbid a girl wants to express her feelings to her friends

i tried to kill the pain...but only brought moore...

my stomach still hurts. pain is temporary, blogging is forever.

oh my god dove cameron released a new album

i love her. descendants and liv & maddie took up 90% of my past years. i still religiously watch those btw.

i would say she was my gay awakening but it was acctually emma watson. i love emma watson so much. shes my favorite actor ever. shes also not a douche like everyone else is.

my top 3 goats: emma watson, matthew lillard and cillian murphy

i love them. 

the guy in my study hall doesnt like lollipops. red flag. how do you not like lollipops? probably for the same reasons he wears birkenstocks. 

alright im done bitching now.

willne uploaded this week and it was pretty funny lowk. he also confirmed his thumbnails werent ai generated so thats good. dan and phil HAVENT uploaded besides the phodcast this week. siiigh...but last week was spooky week so...

i hope maxggs wins his category in the streamer awards. the voting is closed now. 

i need to find a new chick flick to watch. 

i watched scream a few days ago. ive watched it like 5 times since. its really good. i really like matthew lillard in it. sidney and tatum are so cool to...

#freestu

thats the end of my blog. thank you for reading.