school is ignorance

School puts us in front of computers and makes us answer trivial questions that aren’t actually that much important outside of class, and it also causes people to have serious mental breakdowns, and I hate going to this stupid system. If you don’t get these questions right the first time, you don’t survive in this world. It’s genuine bullshit, I’m happy I have an education or whatever but it’s disgusting the way that people treat education, it should be better. I’m not saying I have some magical solution to this problem, but I know it’s wrong. Why are parents upset with there kids for being anxious, and tell them to stop being so addicted to screens. There anxious because your putting them in front of a screen at such a young age. It’s like convincing a person to smoke, and then once there addicted telling them to stop. It is your fault, not ours. People on this planet only care about things that directly affect them, so if one kid is gonna kill themselves because they are failing school, it doesn’t matter. If I died, nothing will happen. Nobody takes anything I say seriously since I’m a teenager, and when I’m upset that adults misunderstand what I say, or ignore what I say, they are upset with me for being rude. But couldn’t it be justified if your not giving me attention and are uninterested. Adults lose the open mindedness that they have when they are younger. So they stick to there shitty bias. Adults fucking screw younger generations over, and when people get hurt or killed they move on like pathetic losers. I hate being in front of a screen. I hate it. I don’t want to be lost in the terrible shit of addiction. I torture myself sometimes because of school and other people. I had a crush that nearly caused serious injuries, even though it became mostly really bad mental state. It still could have lead me to do terrible things, and sure I did bad things to her. I cyberstalked her for a while, and I’m sure she’s happy that I’m feeling really bad. I hate my fucking life. I can’t think of any girl the same again thanks to her, and she made sure I’ll never have a girlfriend. I’m never gonna be successful. It makes me so godamn upset, so much so that I blame her, even when she’s gone, I try to make myself feel better, but that doesn’t work either because I know stalking is wrong. I hate so many things. And I want love so badly right now but she prevents me from expressing that, even if she is fucking gone. I hate everything. Ahhhhhhhh