shifting rant i guess 😛😛

idk if theres any shifters on here.... but everyone on tumblr is so aesthetic (check my blog out if u wanna) and it scares me so im ranting here!! basically just a bit of a yap about how i got into shifting and my drs ;3 

since the big shifting boom up until late last year i was what people would call an anti shifter, i wouldnt go out my way to go hate on shifters i just thought it was some crazy lucid dreaming or smth idk whatever the odd1sout said in that one video..... but it was always kind of in the back of my head even if i was never really into shifting. maybe cus my best friend at the time was a shifter and did scripts and that paper under the pillow method soo i kind of got that influence anyway

now with f1 being my biggest interest, when i looked into shifting one random night in october, my first thought was obviously "well i wanna have an f1 dr" and my first (and basically only finished) script was born!!! this was my 2008 f1 dr and it is still my main dr!! this will probably be where i shift to first, although i might go for a less intense dr first

when first doing my script i felt SO corny and i was just like "nobody can ever find out about this..." although it didnt stop me bringing shifting up in convos and being like "aha rememebr that... crazy right yeah ahha......" but since ive gotten more into the community ive been a bit more loose and ill mention a dr or script but im definitely not up to talking about my dr directly to non shifters 😭 once i shift though i will talk more about it i reckon

i have little phases of other drs i wanna visit all tha time, prime example is during a race weekend my current day f1 dr looks soooo good and ill focus a bit on that for a few days and then when the weekend is over ill be like. okay i wanna go back to sebi now plsss modern day f1 SUCKS!! its similar for whenever a slam is happening in tennis and i go read sincaraz and go hmmm wow tennis is so cool i love tennis youk now i should go to my tennis dr which i havent scripted anything at all for!!!!!!! and then the two players i like go out and i forget about it until next slam or whenever bublik plays a tournament and does well

recently ive been thinkin a lot about my beach bakery dr....... it came from a femslash princesscake fic i read once and i was so hooked on the idea i was like. that needs to be ME. so i havent gotten around the actually scripting yet but ive made a pin board and a thing on lifa AND im making a dr intro post on tumblr so i will prolly get around to the actual script soon!! 

das prolly my yap done...... any other shifters here i would love to hear about ur drs!!!! happy shifting yall, remember you are there already <3

song: the chain - fleetwood mac