Similarities

For the past few years, I've noticed that I'm acting more and more like the character I grew up with. The similarities between said character and me began to creep me out a lot more than I expected. I'm not sure if I'm just going delusional again, or if my brain wants me to cope by mimicking the bad deeds of a fictional character that holds no value to this hideously desolate place. Maybe I should just succumb to the impending doom that I'm turning slowly just like him. Maybe I could be known as a person who I am not. Maybe I am him in the first place. I hate myself. 

I also kicked my cousin in the groin today and stole his birthday gifts. I guess I could consider that as the highlight of my day, but I doubt anyone would even care to read this.