good day how are you doing do you feel blue, i like feeling on blue, uh nevermind, blue dudes coming 4 u. did you know that 67 backwards is 76. i hope your not here, i hate good boys like femboys and shit aren't cool tbh, except for a select few which are like hardcore femboys, chris the femboy on yt is real good, so are you. . . anyway uh have u seen It: Welcome To Derry that is so peak, bro rested his posts agains his fists and still thinks he seen some shit. uh anyway how are things doing for you? some ugly girl at my school kept tryna talk to me in spanish, and like the spanish teacher started talking about abortion and gay rights, and ya know what i don't need to explain any further. me an that loser scene ugly girl kinda talked for half the period about music, she said she likes speedcore, and when i asked her to name an artists she didn't know, i'm high key assuming its a she, she kind of looked like a femboy, but idk. i really only sat by her in the first place cuz she looked scence, but vro flash banged me, with her chopped ahh face. anyway whats up with you, do you know any femboys yet rabbit. cabbit. cabbit. cabbit. oh shit it's candy man run into the carnival. do you like clown? i'm writing a horror mystery novel about clowns. i hate myself and i high key want to get removed from this platform so i don't accidentally stalk somebody, but who really cares, cuz it was all in my mind to begin with, keep the chaos it was all in my mind, and i want to know why, why'd you have to write a record bout' me why why'd ya have to write a. anyway does cabbit mean the f slur or cute rabbit? where yo personal website at, did you take it down? listen to alex g unreleased tracks, zuicide is real good frfr. i tried to listen to Danny Browns hyperpopish album but it really wasnt hyperpop to me, i wish it was more digitial, instead of mostly pop. I almost made an album called stardust, but the concept wasn't very good. The concept for my orginal album stardust, it was like sympathy for old people, and like sad, bittersweet lyrics about how they will die. the album cover i made for it was really cute, it looked like Tv Girl french exit but it was an old lady. you should make music someday, you seem to be good at whatever you try out for the most part. blu dud is really cool, i high key had a crush on blue dud for a while but it wasn't for sure yet, for some reason i have a thing for like really light skined girls and really dark skinned guys. this reminds me there was this kid that was like a few grades below me, i might be like wrong for saying this, but i kind of liked him a bit. Also there was this miku obsessed girl at my sschool that had blue hair, to this day i'm really depressed i couldn't date her. she had really pale skin, and wasn't that weird or like masculine. having a masucline ego or whatever is fine, but a girl being mascuiline like on the outside and like being slightly fucking stupid and ugly to look at i don't like. i think trans people or whatever are really awesome and trans girls are the primary good music of the decade, but i can be easily disturbed when they don't like go all in on the gender, it can be disturbing for me sometimes, i don't think it's wrong for somebody to be kind of distrubed when something looks creepy to them. i used to make puppet shows with my freind, but then i took over the show in a sense, and i would like to act like i didn't do anything wrong, but he gave most of the ideas for the show. i wish that i was nicer person in middle school, whenever i was that age i didn't really care about anything, people already ruined my social skills from telling me to stfu all the time, mabye if i didn't get affected by them i wouldn't be as strange and messed up as i am today. mabye if i just confronted you about the weird shit i was thinking and the non mutual stuff it wouldn't have been okay, you would be staying my freind then for as long as you did, if i told you it would scare you off, and if i didn't tell you like i did i continued to look you up and be obsessed, so either way it wasn't a good turnout for either of us. i know you still hate me and shit but like the reason i made that yt short was because i was trying to give my own side of what happened, i mean i guess it shouldn't matter, its a lot better if a stalked person says what they dislike rather than the stalker themselves. i know i grossed you out already, and i made you feel disscusting, and i really miss you as a freind, and i don't know any oher out of touch things to say, and don't take this the wrong way, but i'm sorry, and not as a generic apology video, as a former freind apologizing to her freind about the messed up they did, and i hope i don't affect you for too long and you can move on to whatever website you make or whatever, i won't look at them the best i can. this shud probably be hidden and not found by you, but who knows when you will be online again. so this is just a shitpost for now, and only random people will see it.
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