storytime vol. 1

that one time i greened out and threw up in a pizza shop. let's get into it. 

my friend invited me to a concert with her friends. before then, we decided to smoke by the mall. obviously, i smoked more than i could handle. it wasn't long until it hit, and it hit BAD.

i sat there staring off into space, feeling paranoid as hell. i honestly thought i was gonna die. my brain kept repeating "they're evil, they're evil" over and over. i thought my mom would see me. no amount of water helped. i don't think i've ever wanted to be sober so bad. 

we decided to go for pizza. in the restaurant, it got worse. as soon as i took a bite of pizza, that was it. it happened. in front of everyone in there. the employees. the customers. probably the whole world, as far as i was concerned. 

i don't remember much from that point. i remember standing in a walk-in fridge in a liquor store. i remember my friend asking me about my spotify wrapped. i remember sleeping at her friend's house. that's about it. when i woke up, i felt much better, and went to the concert as planned :D

this story used to embarrass me to death. but, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

1/10 experience. would not recommend. 

-Nyx out <3