sudden gender dysphoria

dawg. for my ENTIRE life i was fine with being a girl. or i thought i was ig. but now recently i've been having horrible gender dysphoria. it feels so fucking weird. i struggled with my gender before but never really to this extent. i identified as a demi girl for a while bc i didn't feel fully cis but didn't think i was fully nonbinary either. now all of a sudden i feel extremely uncomfortable in my body and she/her pronouns feel wrong. all because i listened to ONE kevin abstract album. sighhhh

i didn't rlly try to think abt my gender or pronouns for a while because honestly thinking abt that stuff made me uncomfortable. i keep thinking abt all the times i questioned my gender in the past and other memories that feel like they may have been signs. but it's hard to really tell

i'm prolly gonna try to get an appointment w my therapist to talk abt this shit but i needed to get it off my chest. i just feel very confused and lost rn