suffering pt2

ugghhhh.

i feel like my periods get worse and worse every time,i'm going to vomit,cry,die,rip out my own organs just to get it to stop,why is it so bad,it wasn't this bad last time.

also sometimes i'll see videos that point out the fluctuation in the womens moods,like there's a tired one and a flirty one or whatever,you know the different phases? i usually just stay tired,i might also just be bad at identifying what "flirty" feels like ,but i am almost always tired.