survey post!

posting this as a blarg rather than a bulletin bc i just prefer it :P i feel like surveys are substantial enough to warrant a blog! 

stole from wizard

it is orange! i can't change that! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

name: ...

nickname: schmata

how old are you: 25

zodiac sign: aquarius, but i'm not really an astrology person.

current location:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

eye color: green-grey

hair colour: coppery

height: like 5"3?

your heritage: ashkenazi jewish & scottish 

what's your middle name: ...

shoes you wore today: tall leopard print creeper wedges

your weakness: ocd

your fear: everyyythingggg

have you ever ridden a mechanical bull: not sure...i don't thiiink so.

do you want to: probably, but i'll wipe out 

goal you would like to achieve this year: read more nonfiction, become #employed 

first thought when you wake up: ahhh!

best physical feature: my hair, my nails when they're nice and healthy.

who is your best friend: i have a few close friends :) 

when is your bedtime: never. terrible sleeper. 

your most cherished memory: probably something with my mom. 

single or group dates: group hang before actual dating is established, then single. 

what is the last song you sang: i hummed the diagnosis: murder theme? 

does playing the guitar make someone more attractive: yes if you're kind of weepy and introverted about it.

what is your biggest pet peeve: badly patterned clothes. especially for larger sizes....these fake babydoll/bustier tops are fatphobic and need to DIE. 

do you drink: nope! my go-to is a shirley temple. 

ever been drunk: not really, only tipsy once or twice. 

do you smoke: no

do you sing: absolutely not

do you want to go to uni: i'm applying for college soon! i was in a college program a couple years ago to be a library tech but i dropped out. met some great friends but i hated it.

have you ever been in love: sure

do you want to get married: no idea. i go back and forth. whether i get married or not, i'd like to have some sort of wedding-type thing. maybe an old school lesbian commitment ceremony. 

do you believe in yourself: what the hell sure! 

do you believe in others: what the hell sure!

do you play an instrument: no. failed terribly at xylophone as a child.

what do you want to be when you grow up: trusted, social, & self-satisfying.

what country would you like to visit: scotland

how many CD's do you own: not sure! a handful. 

how many DVD's do you own: a bunch from childhood, probably a lot. 

how many tattoo's do you have: none

how many piercings do you have: two 'regular' lobe piercings, considering second piercings in both ears!

how many things in the past do you regret: jesus christ

FAVOURITES

shoes: my blue + green fluevogs, my black mary-janes, my creepers, my brown short boots, my yellow flats (i love shoes) 

radio station: i don't really listen to the radio

drink: café: vanilla chai latte w oat milk. soda: cherry cola. mocktail: shirley temple. juice: cranberry.

car: vw bug, obviously!

place: my best friend's room, park swings, a movie theatre, the subway on the right day. 

song: standing in the way of control - gossip (out of many)

movie: the talented mr. ripley (1999) (out of many)

moment: meeting each of my friends!

colour: fuchsia pink (like this), chartreuse (like this), mint (like this) 

meal: buldak ramen, miso butter gnocchi, anything with pesto, crunchy tacos...i like a lot!

IN A PARTNER

favourite eye colour: brown or grey, i suppose!

favourite hair colour: i love brown hair but i also think blonde can be kinda cute! 

short or long hair: short, or shaggy. kind of tousled you know? 

height: i tend to prefer taller than me, but not necessarily by a lot...i am 5"3 so it's not, like, hard.

body type: muscular but not like. marvel dehydrated. pudgy and soft. lean sleeper-build. someone who's torso is good to hold & arms are good at holding. 

does ethnicity matter: no, but culturally i like when i can share being Jewish with someone. not a need though, just a plus! i like the intimacy i can have with other queer Jews who share my politics. 

piercings: not huge for me but when they flatter someone it's really hot. i love a kind of dykey 2000s pierced face. v tegan. remember when eyebrow piercings were a thing? i still feel like they're really lezzy. 

tattoos: i'm not really into tattoos! but again if they suit someone they suit them! 

BED SIDE MANOR

do you think you are attractive: sure!

are you attracted to someone who does not know it: i don't know? 

would you like to be someones fantasy: what the hell sure!

hunter or hunted: i think being a rabbit thumping through a forest would make sense to me. i just have that in me. 

do you kiss with your eyes closed or open: ...i don't know!

a little or a lot of tongue: ...

older or younger: my age, maybe a little older

lights on/lights off or candle light: oil lamp

do you like to cuddle after: i would like to be cuddled. i would like to be cuddled almost always

do you like to cuddle in general: see above. the patient needs pressure to live

RIGHT NOW

what is todays date: october 14th, 2026

what time is it: 2:02 am 

who are you thinking of: my frands :)

what are you listening to: i'm watching youtube :P

do you love someone: of course! 

do you know where your mechanical bull is: [kicks conspicuous large metal object under table]

does someone love you: absolutely

is it raining: i think it has stopped now!

how many friendrewind friends do you have: 20! 

are you happy: what the hell sure