talking about this girl that I like and praying to whoevers listening that she doesn't have an account on here. (if you know me irl, NO YOU DO NOT.)

so I have a massive crush on this girl who im 99% sure is straight and she also hardly knows I exist 

for some background, I go to a VERYYY strict Christian school, like SUPER srict. 

most people there are incredibly homophobic except for my friends and I because obviously all of us inside the group are queer in some way.

The girl I like is in all of my classes which is insane because she's so much smarter than me on every level, (she could go to university if she wanted to) The girl I like also happens to be my lab partner so I suppose I was dishonest when I said she doesn't know I exist. However, even though she's my lab partner, we NEVER talk outside of science class which sucks because i love talking to her because she's really naturally funny and beautiful and I would talk to her more if I wasn't scared to death of basic human interaction.

anyways I feel like I got out everything I need to say at the moment, also I'm pretty sure nobody reads these blogs so yeah..

stay woke and pretty ily 🫶