TESOSTERONE UPDATE (blog form)

went really well! my doctor says she doesn't feel comfortable starting hrt with most people she sees but she says she's been seeing me for years and that she is convinced that this will help me so she is comfy with starting hrt for me!!! she days my phq-9 scores have improved (meaning im not like as depressed) and its very reassuring that they're improving WHILE im adressing gender issues. 

gotta DRIVE TO GO DO BLOOD WORK BY MYSELF because my mom is busy and im nervous,, I have very bad anxiety and doing things all by myself is so scary but I think I can do it!! Driving stresses me out and doing things by myself that are important also stresses me oit.. ik also hungry because I have to fast for it. When we were tlakiing about blood work she was like "have you eaten?" (its like 8 am) and I was like nope! because I was too nervous and turns out its a good thing! because I could do my blood work today that means

I did end up looking at the scale,, I weighed myself before so it wouldn't be a suprise but my scale and the dictors scale matched up really accurately! didn't make me feel horrible and im very happy. 

wonder what to get after my appointment... the world is my oyster I can drive anywhere to get food