another ex post because all i do is whine about them and the problems they gave me.
im quite curious about how they're getting on rn ... i blocked them on everything, havent checked any of their accounts, and the last time i saw them was last weekend in stirling (i made a blog abt that too i got so fucking scared) but i havent talked to them in a darned WHILE.
they kind of went insane after i broke up with them because i was their fp and i understand all of that, but i could SEE all of that. i saw their reposts, my friend told me abt what they saw sometimes, i still texted them because my ocd made me into a bird that needs self reassurance 24/7. but now ive fully blocked them out i dont see any of that. i dont hear about them. so many things could be happening; they could still be obsessed with me and check my profiles all the time (if you are why havent you FUCKING messaged me... i have a bone to pick with you... ) they could have completely gotten over me, they could have killed themselves after they saw me in stirling. im so curious. i wonder if they feel the same way about me
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Cysper04
I don't know what to say but if you've blocked them completely for whatever reason then I don't see it's any of your concerns to know whatever happened on them and what they think about you.
I think you should just move on and focus on whatever important for you and whatever you enjoy doing.
yeah, I have been. I’m doing pretty well rn aside from ocd struggles
I guess I’m just kinda curious abt them but I need to move on more
by victorisavampire; ; Report
Yeah, I do agree with that I think you could just move on.
by Cysper04; ; Report