the spiders are gone!

i just got the ability to sleep in my bed again (nap was rudely interrupted by 3 different dreams (nightmares? idk i was pretty neutral about everything going on in the dream)in all of which my brother got hit by a car and died) to be clear, i'm not a monster. i'd be pretty bummed out if my brother actually got hit by a car. in my dreams i am always either genuinely a psychopath or neurotic and last night i got psychopathy and i have no idea what this says about my self image

that was a long tangent. anyway, i slept until 14:00 (2:00 pm for those who don't use military time) so i might to move back to the couch so i have a normal sleep schedule again. this is tragic.

since i never explained why i could not sleep in my bed for a bit, there were spiders