things I believe as someone who (probably) suffers from delusion

I say ‘probably’ because.. who is to say I’m incorrect? Maybe I’m ahead of my time and all of you aren’t tapped in like I am. But also, I have had very delusional thoughts in the past that have brought me distress. Also because I understand that even if I find all of these things to be correct they could technically, maybe be classified as magical thinking/delusion. I’m self aware enough to recognise the possibility but I still believe myself. Some of these are political too. Don’t judge me for these, obviously due to the fact that they MIGHT be delusion + they might change. 

1. I believe that all humans are connected by a collective unconscious that allows us to send messages to eachother via telepathy, and to manifest things too. This collective consciousness is ‘God’ / the Monad. 

2. The 3rd dimension is secondary to the 4th dimension which is where our consciousness pilots us. I don’t know if it’s that the 4th dimension is consciousness and the 5th is time or something, or if the 4th is something else and then another number is consciousness, but what I’m trying to say is that our consciousness is on another level. 

3. We exist within frequencies and there’s a difference between evil things with a low frequency and good things with a high frequency 

4. Israel and America are practically the same country and are both the heads of the operation of keeping us complacent by keeping our vibrations down, which they do by making us angry/sad/generally not good all of the time

5. My intuition and mind is strong, and I can not only give people messages via collective unconscious, but I can tell when something that I need to pay attention to has happened/is going to happen.

6. I have the ability to make people say things they keep secret that they usually wouldn’t. People are more open to me because my curiosity is absolutely insatiable and they feed me via their words (bro is the archivist)

7. The Rothschilds. full stop. 

8. Esoteric symbolism is absolutely everywhere and if you have the eyes to see it you shall realise how connected we all are

9. I must go to the Antarctic and commit suicide there all alone. Specifically the Antarctic. I don’t know why. I might just really like the Antarctic but it’s my #1 goal in life. 

10. I am connected to some places via the spiritual cobwebs connected to my heart that stretch out into buildings and certain other places I feel very connected to (like the ocean, museums, cities at night, certain churches/cathedrals but not as much), and I probably belong to the souls of those buildings — different from ghosts, like… the essence of the buildings themselves, which is also why I like the 1800s so much — and they’re trying to pull me back but since I’m in a big boy human suit now I cannot join them and these feelings make me want to rip my skin and muscle and bone off so I can become the building and the sea and stuff 

11. I am a creature, an angel, a vampire, I am everything and absolutely nothing at once I am a child of the universe, but also the universe itself. I am meant to experience cruelty and be cruel, I am to rise from the ashes and be reduced to dust, I am here to experience and know every part of life on earth and I have claws and teeth and I’m… otherkin. Basically. I am a wild animal. 

There’s smaller stuff but I’m tired this is all just occultism and conspiracy theories and basic as fuck I’m SORRY I cannot describe my feelings and my moods and my emotions to you. I wish I could just telepathically send my brain out to everyone in this site to pick apart and analyse. ok bye