thinking

a bit ago i was on my minecraft server and everyone was actually on for once. rare occurrence. everyone was kind of dogging on me which isn't really a foreign concept. just calling me gay and whatnot but then i threw something back at one of the people there, idk something about knowing what its like to be in denial. they then said something along the lines of "yes i did" and "it took me a long time to accept i wasn't cis or straight." i didn't know what cis meant so i asked them and they said "when you're not trans" and i just sat and thought for a moment. i dunno. it's nothing but i kind of imagined having to deal with that kind of thing and i felt bad in the end. i'm not in that scenario though so