i have like a bunch of names i have like. Tichina - inspired by Tichina Arnold, i like it the most but not entirely for me, but it IS more of a black name which is far better than most i found, Rina (wrestling inspired) which i fucking adore but maybe its too cutesy, im not very 'cute'. and Lucia, from fucking wii sports because i love how much of a little bastard she is and the name feels super nice to say but idk if it fits ME.
i like the name Ram (also wrestling inspired), its very rough sounding (fitting) ill always be sorta boyish, despite being trans'fem', its fun to write and short, but id like it as a nickname or part of a full name, but i cant really find a girl or a name in general that includes 'ram' that i like. ive been struggling with deciding a name for like 3 years straight. i even made a online quiz on a shitty website (trans name thing - this site sucks i cant even private it so i got a bunch of weirdos in the comments) that goes through every name and played through it plenty of times and still cant really decide on one. ive added some on over time too.
my issue is i keep feeling a different name based on how im feeling, some days id love if my name was Rina, other days id adore if my name was Ezili and later that same day i despise that name and prefer Tammie. not sure how to gauge this if my brains like a revolving door. mayeb a name with many nicknames would work, i switch what i refer to myself as depending on how my mood is? , like uh, Cambodia (??) cam, then Cambo, then Dia, then Cammie. sumthin like that.. not many you can do that with i think
sometimes i think 'oh theres probably an Egyptian name with 'ram' in it', and i LOVE Egyptian mythology and wanna get into it but i think back to that white girl that named herself 'Seiko' and im like ..is Egyptian close enough??, niggas built them pyramids but im not Egyptian so its like ehhh. nobody i know has any advice. ive used random username generators that scramble words and stick them together, ive looked at every show i like for characters i like, i dont want ANYTHING based on my deadname noo thank you. shit kinda makes it hard to have an artist name too to be honest. though ive been using Ram for a couple months and for art/ drawings its good, but again WHAT I SAID BEFORE WAS- ""-but id like it as a nickname or part of a full name, but i cant really find a girl name that includes 'ram' that i like"" if you remember which you probably do. probably havent seen ALLL the names possible though
not sure what to do. i could make one but agh i cant think of nuthin. not while this crazy ass brain fog is here. maybe itll come later,
live note: i just threw up in my mouth edidintg a senntence🤘
live note 2: i like using commas huh
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