Trusting people

Hello, I'm still Gaia.

I'm gonna head straight to the topic I wanted to bring up for this blog, don't some of y'all just feel that you can't trust anybody?

I'm not just referring to cheating or whatever (I wouldn't know a lot about that anyway), but I'm really talking about feelings and somehow, technically even interests if that makes sense. I just feel like I don't really have someone I go to when I'm sad, I don't have someone who I can hand my feelings to and trust them blindly. I do have friends, I do have a family but I don't trust them. My family doesn't know how I'm doing, neither do they know what music I like or what's my favorite color.

Problems in my mind seem so big, but once I put them through words it just sounds stupid, ridiculous, even.

That might just be me, dunno.