Update on my crush (long post)

As I've said before, I don't think I'll ask him out for a good long while but we've stayed up until just now (half past midnight in my country) to talk to eachother again. I know we stayed up far later last night - three am if you missed my last post - but his phone was about to die so it couldn't be helped. 

So, here's everything of note that we talked about. This was definitely us joking but still felt kinda flirty: we were both reading smutty fanfics and sending them to eachother as a joke and discussing the... ahem, logistics, and if the smut was at all accurate. 

Another thing I noticed is that in a gc we're both in, I was talking about how I love guys with muscular arms and once we moved on from that topic, he slid into the conversation that he's muscular (btw I do know him irl I've just not seen him in a few months) which feels very interesting.

Then we were both talking in this old fashioned regency way as a joke and it felt kinda flirty?? Like here's the goodnight text he sent me in regency talk "I would bequeath mi'lady a restful night and simply indulge in the wonders of the descent into slumber and all it's ecstasy" like hello??? He's putting all that effort into writing for little ol me? He's also been continuing with the teasing little flirty comments i mentioned in the last post!

Again, I will NOT ask him out yet so don't start on me with that in the comments 😭