UTAU update #2 I hate tech

my laptop imploded. well, kinda. it was old as balls and kinda had difficulty running...cough anything so it was bound to happen. literally nothing i tried could stop the CPU from capping out non stop :/

it used to be my dads work laptop but he ended up getting a new one so that one was gifted to me and as soon as i got my grimy little mitts on it, it dipped. now i have to wait to move (16 hrs away from where i currently live btw) to buy a new laptop and maybe even get a job in the process. cowabummer...

i am NOT built for the job market man, i will trip over myself and fall flat on my face if someone talks to me in public what the actual hell am i supposed to even do???

all this for a singing shrimp girl, oh the wonderous hobbies i indulge in. i'd do it right here on my dad's set-up (he'd be chill with it, i asked him beforehand) but uh this dude deadass has 2 gb of storage left and also EVERY SINGLE PORT i could POSSIBLY plug my mic into WILL not work. i've tested the usb ports multiple times and they themselves are fine, everything else i put in there works...except my mic. i know its not an issue with the mic bc i've used it on other devices before, but for some reason this computer really really hates it and refuses to pick up ANY audio.

literally this is why i never actually do shit anymore. i've just stuck to reading abt things that interest me for the most part because i swear whenever i get genuinely into something a series of unfortunate events are sure to follow. What did i even do T^T

that's all for now...hopefully. maybe i should watch my back tho just incase anything else feels like fucking with me (¬_¬")