VENT

im never enough no one ever texts me im such a self insert. i try so hard to help people.

i keep trying to cry but my body wont let me it just feels corny and that its fake i base all my choises on what the people in hell will think of me i just wanna  live like a normal person. myfreind will tell me he had a mental breakdown and ill just think, why? 

i cant trust anyone whoever i get close too spread rumours about me and leaves me. people text first for a bit then i have to carry and text them otherwiise they wont even say a word to  me. ive never been the freinds freind im always walking at the back no matter how good the person is infact theere isnt any good people in the world at all. i doubt a lot anyone will actually care about me or this but oh well