Wednesday

Work was actually fun for once, i figured out a way to corral 10 puppies all at once so i can clean their kennel. Thank goodness I figured out how to do that cus the old way was NOT working highkey... and i got ice cream! my boss went downtown and got all the staff members ice cream because our city was hosting an ice cream social. I got cookies and cream :D

also I saw my boyfriend today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was so fun, i luv him so much. we cuddled the entire time. and i wanted to spend the night but my mom said no :<<<<<<<

ugh, 6 more days guys... 6 more days and then I will be 18 and she can't tell me no anymore. honestly me and her are both waiting for my 18th, cus she dont wanna be responsible for me anymore lmaooo

thats a lie, she is sad that i am becoming an adult. like really sad. because im her first child, she doesnt wanna let me go. but she also knows she cant hold onto me forever. 

i love my mom, she tried her darnedest to raise me and my siblings to the best of her ability. even at the sacrifice of her own mental health and adulthood. but then again if she did give me away after i was born she probably would've ended up dead. she was an addict and a drunk before she got pregnant with me. she tells me all the time that i basically sved her life. that i was Gods gift to her to force her to change her ways for the better. i dont really believe it as strongly as she does, but im happy she was able to sober up :>