Wet specimen.

My canary died today, her name was tiger and she was really old, i didnt know her actual age since it was a gift from my grandma. 

Tiger was given to me when i was in a dark place, she helped me get up in the morning, she gave me a reason to continue on. Im trying to not show emotions about her death infront of my familly but i cant help but feel like i never gave her the life she deserved, i always struggled to take care of her, but i loved her so much, that love helped me to get better.

Tomorrow, im gonna start the process to make her a specimen, i cant just bury her or throw her away, i wouldnt be able to handle it, so, i will preserve her so she can still be with me.

I've always dreamed of making wet specimens but god i didnt want to do it so soon, i whished we could have had some more years together.

She had such cute chirps and calm personnality.

I already miss her, my little tiger.