what is my obsession w dookie media

i swear i either get into a media that is dookie n become extremely obsessed that evry starts to hate or evry starts to hate on smth so i get into it n get obsessed like i swear i have a savior complex for hated / badly written media like twilight, harry potter, hazbin hotel, n now the amazing digital circus like bro, i do NOT know how to write professional /good stories so idk y i keep trying to fix these n its so embarrassing bc i get so attached to the media n specific chars like they become my adopted children 😭 anyways so yea now im really obsessed w tadc like i keep attacking tadc ocs on artfight, i keep watching vids on tadc (ppl who like it n hate it so i can see diff perspectives) n watching vids on writing ocs n stories jst to help w my rewrite jst for it to be only showed to like 1 or 2 of my irl friends bc no way would i share those online bc i am way too insecure about my writing skills but i cant resist rewriting things like i really want to someday write my own story (maybe a animated show or movie or graphic novel idk), hopefully i get more confident in my writing bc writing in general n rewrites r honestly so fun like highly recommend doing rewrite for a random media u like, its a really fun to take already existing chars n change them to however seems fit in ur mind 

also i jst want to say i dont support any of the bad ppl involved in these medias obvi 

anyways thats it, erm if u also have this habit uhh yay for us both (idk 😭 this is prob my shortest blog post) 

roz out!

(also side note but has rants/vents always been a category or is that new??)