Why can't Arab ppl accept this

Hello guys I am Arab and I am only 17 I used to be Muslim but now idk I don't believe in anything

However I was always openly lesbian and all my friends know this and I think my sisters know it , but my parents doesn't know I still need time to tell them after this 

Yesterday I did streak in snap and I talked about my toxic ex don't forget I already wrote in my profile I like gurls and I an lesbian, but! They DON'T READ profiles if you know nothing about me do call me b!tch or anything 

So there is a girl told me "you are creepy and crazy" just because i am Les, she told everyone to block me and to stop follow me or adding me I already told them I am not MUSLIM so I can't do anything then she said "you have to die go and k! Ll yourself! I was so sad and heartbreak I could say nothing I WAS AFRAID FROM WHAT people think about me when they know I am lesbian and that scarys me, I swear to God I was shaking I was afraid so much " what if they hated me" and I was about to have heart attack I am not joking this is so serious I could go to JAIL for loving a girl just but in my country there is hundred of "r@pist , p3do, fake chika.. Ect" but they don't send them to jail "they are male, they know more than we do" 

That hurts me if someone told me this one year ago I would k! Ll myself but not now I deserve to life and love whoever i want and believe in anything i want to I have the right to be normal I am human I have feelings I can fall in love with anything this isn't wrong I am not mistake or dangerous for people I am normal I am just a girl who love girl this is nothing wrong I am so sad and exhausted