why can't I just be a miserable loser who rots at HOME????

I hate having to go to work early in the morning, only to come out at night and basically waste my whole day⁉ I could've been at home wasting it by playing video games, calling, talking to myself, POSTING!! And OMG, don't even get me started on SCHOOL, it's so annoying it's less of a bother like work, but god college can be a pain in the ass just as much as work.. I'TS LITERALLY MAKING ME HAVE THE BIGGEST HIATUS ON DRAWING!! I THINK I'VE FORGOTTEN ALL MY SKILLS!??? It's whatever, though I need my money..and ig learning too..😣