it seems like no matter what you do or where you look, everything is about love, specifically romantic love. and its not like i don't think that love is amazing and what keeps us as humans going. on the contrary, I think that love is everything and the essence of life but why does everything have to revolve around the romantic facet of love? every song, every movie, every show, every book and every conversation seems to be focused on love and it drives me mad because I just,,,cannot relate. I've been in love before, sure but that was the better half of a decade ago and I didn't even have a real crush since then. lately, ive been wondering if there's something wrong with me. im not sure if I am still able to feel love like that and it scares me. I WANT to be in love, I want to experience what everyone else is talking about. I want to feel emotions so grand and bright and powerful but I just,,,can't,,,and that's the best explanation I can give. im so scared that I will never find someone who not only loves me unconditionally, but someone who I can love with my entire soul and being. being in love sounds like the greatest thing on earth and I would never be able to cope if I never get to experience that just because my emotions and brain are apparently all messed up :(
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seth <3
genuinely and it doesnt help that nobody wants me like dat but it Is What It Is :P
DotsandQs
There, there lad. I don’t think there is anything wrong with you mentally for not easily falling head over heels for any creaton that has a decent personality or a body for that matter. Also you do know that you can fall in love with more than just humans, it could be seasons, smells, things and animals. I find it’s better to focus on falling in love with life and yourself and generally people will slip in and try to love life with you and end up loving the reality that you fell in love with.