WHY TF DID I SAY THAT!!! KMSSSS URGHH

Sooo basically on Saturday 20th Jun 26 I went to a friends house party (not for any reason, he js wanted to throw a party lol)

Anyway, at that party i met a guy, he was soo cute and charmingg! I was flirting with him the whole day and he only caught on like 3 hours into it but yk idm loll!

After more time spent talking, we eventually developed into kissing and cuddling, we ended up cuddling while watching tv as we got ready for bed ( we watched pitch perfect lol) 

After watching the film we led down and decided it was time to sleep ( we spooned (i was the little lmao) ) while spooning we starting to (let me put it bluntly) dry hump.

it was actually real nice icll, i was getting mad happy loll! but anyway after a while of doing it we reach the dilemma.

MY DUMBASS decied to say 'Im so turned on right now' in like an airy Janet jackson 'Like a moth to a flame' type shi way. And as soon as my dumb ahh said that he started to feel guilty or like worry stricken 

Anyway long story short, we ended up NOT cuddling, i kept drinking myself blind while listen to sad relatable tiktoks like CRINGE MUCH AURGHHH!!1

Anyway to conclude my story, we are still friends and flirting and shit but he wants to take it slow and i can respect it, in all fairness i did come on a lil strong loll.

but he did say i was beautiful and did enjoy the time with me so maybe if i js let this one sail smoothly it'll become something sweet possibly 

TheRealAstonn Out - xoxo