wish i could play CoD right now

it's a bit frustrating seeing all the videos about people playing mw4. i know i shouldnt be looking to social media to avoid spoilers for the story, but i really miss playing on my pc. not even just cod, i wish i could play tf2 or deadlock or any sort of game with my friends again. i miss late night calls into early morning, even if my parents get a bit mad with me. i even miss rage quiting lol. much better than not playing anything at all. 

ehm anyway, i think i'll ask my dad or my pa for a new pc so i can hop on cod. i want to go back to mw2 just for the heck of it, but then i'll try out mw4. very unfortunate that my old school laptop doesnt work at all for gaming, and i havent been able to sneak onto my dad's desktop. maybe my new pc will be postponed enough so that mw4 goes on sale lol 80eur for basegame too much for me