WORST DAY IN MY SAD, PATHETIC, GAY TEEN LIGE

BEING A H0RNI GAY TEEN IS THE WORRSSSSTTTTT

Like honestly, it sucks. 

Ok context:

I've been staying in this Catholic all-boys school in Manila, Mandaluyong ever since my family found out I'm 🌈--they sent me here on the hopes that a Catholic all-boy school would fix me; spoiler alert: no TF it didn't. I've had a boyfriend/hookups every year I've been in this school. The first one was the usual "it was just a joke" situation; I've since then got over it because well growing older means growing wiser. Second year at this school and on the last quarter of the school year me and this guy started hooking up. Now, I wasn't expecting anything serious since what kind of hookup in highschool ever going to be serious. No, I was disgusted by this whole thing because he had a GIRLFRIEND. I WAS THE OTHER FUCKINH WOMAN! (technically other man since I'm a man) But still EWWW! So now third year of being in this hell hole and did I learn my lesson? No, of course not because I'm a stupid bitch. Me and this guy start hooking up, right? And I start thinking "OH YEAH THIS SURELY WONT COME BACK TO BITE ME IN THE ASS IF I FEW THIS AS HAVING POTENTIAL HAHAHAHAHAH..."

I. WAS. WRONG.

What made this whole thing uncomfortable was the "I think we should stop doing this." Fuck me. Why on Earth did I think that ANYTHING would come out in my favor??? WHY TF DID I THINK THIS GUY WOULD BE DIFFERENT??? CHOOSE, MOTHER FUCKER! CHOOSE!

Anyways that was all, just wanted to rant lol.