Worst nightmare of my life

Hey so uh this was the weirdest thing i have ever dreamed of and genuinely the most scary and it just happened now. It felt like fucking Freddy Kruger Bill Cipher wannabe had a cult and he was the "devil" or something. 

The thing is it was around 2-3AM when i went to sleep, it was a heavy dream. It was me, my room, my family. Still something felt different— The ambient was heavy and dark like you could fucking FEEl the tension in them bruh. That made me tired ok? Ok so somehow, someway i knew about this cult to some "deity" (i literally have no fucking idea, it might have been just the devil but i dont know because im never explained who this thing is) and i was like "haha who would believe that... anyways!!".

 After that i was on my garden?? For a reason? Even though its raining like shit in here and it actually started to rain on the dream??? 

And this fucking bitch oh my god. I cant even describe how bad it felt. Ive only been to a rollercoaster once in my life, this was WORSE. It made me think everything was normal, it made me feel somewhat safe in this whole fucked up tense filled perception of my house and then BOOM, the sky wasn't there, it was just white. Suddenly it all changes to black and white and this dude aaahghh, i can't decribe it without sounding stupid this whole thing is stupid. 

I could feel his presence right beside me, resting against the wall, but there was nothing there. He talked to me, he said "it" would make all my stress and sadness go away, that i could feel safe. I said yes after a minute because honestly i was tired, the whole thing already felt fucked up from the start and there was a weight on my heart the more time i kept him waiting for the response.

 He left, and somehow got into my phone??? There were like only around 4 to 7 apps and a wallpaper that was only grey, but on the top right corner it said "you don't need these anyways :)" 

Ugh, after that the dream kept coming, i dreamt i woke up TWO times on that dream before realizing that oh fuck its still going. And of top of that, someone inside the dream tried to assault me, he was blonde and had a cap.. Aaghh remembering how real it all felt just makes me feel ill all over again.

Im fully serious when i saw its probably the worst nightmare of my life — for context, i never get nightmares, its either dreams or nothing. So yeah, this caught me so off guard i needed to turn on my lights.

 Its 6AM, i woke up at 5AM but honestly i dont think i can go back to sleep before that, i just don't want to. 

I dont even know what category to put this shit into, paranormal??? Rants??? I would put it on rants but its honestly so fucking weird, i had some nightmares all my life and i SWEAR none of them felt as horrible as THIS one, i felt in fucking DANGER.