I don't exactly remember when I learned about the lgbtq but I remember when I first got a crush on a girl, I thought I was a lesbian (I had crushes on mainly guys before this, mind you)
At some point (probably around 2020-2023) I learned about the label pansexual, and I was like "well, I like everyone so I'm probably that :)"
Oh yeah and then at 2024 I got hit with the "I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM ANYMORE" :33
In 2025 I had no real attraction to real people and then I learned about fictosexual and I thought that fit me until I found fictoromantic which was a better fit.
Late 2025 I started to question whether or not I was still a girl as I both felt like one but not one at the same time. I found the term demigirl and I thought it was a good fit for a couple of months until I found the term genderfluid. I felt like my gender was partially changing and while demigirlflux would have been a better fit, it wouldn't fit me anymore eventually. So I identified as genderfluid and used any/all before going to they/any.
At some point I found the term azurenby (it's basically like a term for masc enbies) and it felt right and I started going by he/they. I also started considering myself transmasc. I then tried out neopronouns (paw/pawself) and I liked it :3
I also eventually found the terms aegosexual and Achillean and felt like it fit me :>
And then later I found the term boyflux and I felt it fit until I found faunflux (imagine genderfaun + genderflux. I would put the article for it from the lgbt wiki here but it's literally empty 🥀).
So yea that's my entire history of queerness
I'm also considering the idea that I'm fictorose but we shall wait and see 👀
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