yawning and wanting a nap but it's 8 and i'll wake up at 4 am if i sleep

i think she's really pretty. i bought this DKNY perfume because she said she uses it, and i spray it onto my pillows and clothes. it smells exactly like her. she uses green apple flavored lip balm too, i've considered buying that for fun. apples always remind me of her now

something about her golden sun-bleached hair

the stony blue eyes

the perfect figure

the pale skin

she really does nail the ghostly/corpse vibe. always doing her makeup in a certain way, wearing clothes that remind me of fatal frame or silent hill, her hushed voice like a librarian or a ghost, hell even her little black dog following her everywhere like a familiar. still think it's cute that she says "i'm 19 years dead" instead of "19 years old"

so talented, intelligent, and beautiful. idk why she picked a guy like me but goddamnit i'm proud of myself for whatever i did