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slight vent

i went on a hike yesterday, which was fun 

other than the fact my mother made it miserable 😒

like girl stop yapping about how ur taking photos in hopes someone will buy one, aint no one gonna buy ur shit ass pictures. also she and her friend cant slow tf down for anything like i jus wanna walk around a bit and look for bones and rocks but no they dont wanna jus sit down for a second and look at the ground 

OR the fact that my mother kept talking abt all the times she went camping, hunting, or literally anything to do with nature. like i get it youve had more connection to the native part of the family than i ever will, and that you have more connection to our families culture than you ever allowed me

like me personally i fucking wish i could be connected to my families culture, despite how much i hate my family i wish i could relate to others when they say they know the family recipes or have a family talent or whatever. the only thing i had that connected me to my family culture was singing and then covid fucked up my lungs and vocal cords (damage due to the terrible cough i had) so i cant even do that, but yea mother i totally understand how you feel.

oh i also learned im allergic to a tree, idk what tree but my arms are in pain like damn i knew i am allergic to quite a few things but ive never reacted like this?? albeit most of my allergies ive had major reactions to were food and the worst was a fucking kiwi

but my arms hurt to move my body hates me wtf man