whats something you regret the most

there are alot of things i regret i mostly regret being such a horrible person to the people i knew and treating them horribly, i wish i could've went back to the past and changed everything but i sadly cant. 

I regret meeting someone. I would be living a completely different life with none of the problems they gave me. I am happy where I am. It's strange really, I am grateful because of who I've met and who I am currently with but also resentful or atleast I was. I made a realization. I am religious and I have thought about the story where they were told to not look back or they would turn to stone. I think if you look back in the past you get stuck where you are. You stop being productive and you become miserable. It stops you from moving forward, because you aren't looking forward. Anyway I've moved on a lot from what happened to me, sure I'm suffering consequences but life is good and I'm doing well so there isn't anything to be stressed about! I hope those people can heal,forgive and move on.

I regret a lot of things. My mental health sometimes makes me act "out of character" though at this point im the age were i feel it must be in character for me to be struggling. Ive hurt people for sure, been a major dick. Ghosting and getting angry (separately) there are quite a few people who dont talk to me anymore, im infinitely grateful for "the dumb few who forgave us" as the mountain goats said out of context. I feel like in a way I never got a chance to be a good person, no matter how hard I try I always fall short. I want to be good, its a longing deep in my bones, but im clumsy and unaware of the world and my own power. I wish things could be different a lot.

I genually regret being nice. Its not about me starting to beeing a bad person. But sometimes i should just say no or do something my own way. Life been hard on me leatly and i tought if i would be nice it will get better. It didnt btw. I've "lost" my friend. She just dumped me after graduating school. My parents cant stand the way i want to live cuz i've always listened to them. Now im moving out. They hate everything of it. Like place where i want to life, my studies decision ect. I still have problem to life my own way. I always tought if i will accept others decisions about my life people will like me better. I wish i just could live my own life not made by others.

I regret leaving her. I really did love her and i thought i had to let her go because of my struggles. Because of my brother, my dog, the fact i was 90% on moving outa state, and i added on the fact that she kinda just ignored my feelings and emotion.But then i left and now idk how to feel im mad and sad, but understanding and confused on how she just acts like i’m nonexistent. So idk what i regret anymore, idk if it’s either love of limernace but how can it be limerance if she never even made me feel any other way excepted loved.

Becoming the abuser after being the abuse victim. I don't know when I began, but now that I recognize it, I've tried (and failed more often than not) to correct my behavior.

Still befriended my old friend who backstab me. Idk why I still befriended them, maybe bc I don't have many friends in real life and im always lonely