Lithromanticism is ruining my life

At this point, I’m just going to have to accept dying alone, never being in a happy healthy relationship that lasts without me being miserable, I’ll never go on cute dates, or have a serious partner without breaking their heart, or be proposed to, or get married, I’ll never grow old with a lover, ooahahhhaha kill me this SUCKS. I wish I was normal. Maybe I should just become a monk or something, hahahahhahahs so any cures for lithromanticism would be greaatttt…. Ok hand me the gun

Definition:

Lithromantic (also called akoiromantic) is a romantic orientation on the aromantic spectrum where a person feels romantic attraction, but does not want those feelings to be returned. If the crush likes them back, their romantic feelings may fade or turn into discomfort

Sorry I can’t remove the yellow 

Youre 16, when i was 16 i thought i was going to die alone and unloved, youll eventually get over it, even if youre a Lithromantic , but for now enjoy being a massive masochist