I still miss you, idk if you’ll ever see this maybe i’m just sending it out to the void of nothingness to stop myself from breaking no contact but i really miss you. And i don’t mean i miss the way i felt when i was with you or i miss how i was when i was with you, I mean i miss you like really you. I miss the way you talked about your fav shows, I miss how artistic you were and how proud you were to show me, i miss the first time i saw you take off ur makeup and that shy smile you gave me when u were scared of what i was going to say, i missed the way you would hug people like you were absorbing there pain. I miss everything about you but i know that i can’t text you anymore because i messed up. I want to tell you i’ve changed and that I want to fix things between us but I know that you don’t feel the same way anymore due to what i did. I promised you that i’ll love you forever and that promise will never be broken, I just wish i could tell you.