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im gonna tweak out so bad. im sorry if this is all over the place

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idk where else to talk abt this so im doing it here bc what the hell 

    so almost 2 years ago I moved out of my moms house and moved to my girlfriends house, I packed a tiny suitcase of like 9 outfits, and a book bag with my ps4 and computer in it.  I was supposed to come back home whenever we had the money for me to fly back up there. it was planned for me to go through all of the stuff in my room and pack up and take it with me. then everything I didnt want was going to be thrown away or donated

    

    and then today a couple hours ago, my mom texts me saying that she threw all of my stuff away???????? like almost everything.. literally all my clothes, my shoes, sentimental items that ive had for YEARS. she threw away my tv, my magazines, my decorations, blankets, my trinkets, crystals,  ps4 games, my bed and bed frame, etc </3 and I cannot believe it I dont even know like what to do. almost everything I own besides the stuff I took when I moved, is gone. i literally have barely any of my clothes now and everything from my childhood is gone and im so upset. 

   

     my bed frame got thrown away because I guess there was mouse nest was in it.  which is okay, but it really just makes me so sad, because ive had that bed frame almost my whole life, and its the only thing I had left from my like childhood home. ive had that bed since I was 5 years old </3  I dont know like what to do. and  everything else in my room just got thrown away for literally no reason. she just wanted to get rid of it. this just bothers me so bad bc she didn't even ask me she just did it, when I was literally supposed to come home and do It myself. I just needed to save up for my plane ticket.  

    

    the only things that didnt get tossed was some of my posters, my acoustic guitar, and my skateboard that was in my car. :( . and I was okay with my room getting emptied out and stuff,  I just wanted to take a lot of it with me and that was what we had planned.  now its all thrown away and I cant believe it. I was going to get my stuff still I dont know why she did that. 

   

 earlier she sent me a photo of my bare sad ass room and it makes me sob. its just an empty room with a few posters now. my room used to be so cool I was so proud of it ugh this really sucks. and im sorry if im being like dramatic, this like just happened so im still processing all of this and its a lot lmao  


i will forever mourn all my stuff I cant believe everythings gone  </3


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