Tell me
that i might possibly be schizotypal, i was raised to believe these symptoms make someone stupid and gullible and that was a fate worse than death so i became the embodiment of "I don't have this, I don't struggle with this, I have a system" when most people just... don't go around feeling random presences and needing to convince themself that a random field they're in isn't tied to angels somehow...
had these symptoms since like middle school iirc but only accepted the possibility this year and im turning 20 this year.
If no one hates you, you stood for nothing. I lived my life up until now striving to make everyone happy, until i realized I didn't even know who i was anymore. Now, i make people mad daily, but my friends are real, and my conscience is clear.
no matter how hard I try there will ALWAYS be ppl who wont like me, I cant please every1
XoXo luv
that no matter how hard i try to not look like my dad , i cant change it and i accepted it. (like i aint ugly but just bad memories with my bio dad lol, at this point i just laugh)
that i can't live without connection, i'm a social animal 
no matter how much i will wish to be someone else or to be somewhere else, i'm still going to be me and where i'm at. no matter how many times i close my eyes i'm going to wake back up in my bed and still have the same support system and problems, so i have to just have to make the best of it
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That even though I'm a firm believer in fairness, and i do everything I can to maintain it, that won't change the fact that the world is and forever will be a cruel and unfair place.
That I really do suffer from premonition abilities and ie I should just accept that the things that are predicted to happen - are gonna happen regardless of what I do, including making attempts (and failing) to prevent them from happening.
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